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The Beautiful Pain of Too Much

By: Susan Firer
In the scuffle tremble
world my heart is
cake batter. The world rattles
like a piggy bank.
Have you remembered
why you're here?
In birdheaven humans wake
In their dark houses
& lean out opened windows
to choir sing mornings to nested birds.
I am trying to tell you something
about night games,
about the soul's regattas,
and the weight of skin.
Have you ever done anything beautiful?
Beautiful as a man carrying
a French Horn? My heart
closes like an automatic garage door,
opens like a drawbridge.
We are so perfect,
so many want pretty.
We are jewel eaters,
children in bright swimming
suits crucifix falling
into Windex blue days.
Priestesses of Incan temples
wore gold sunflower medallions.
We eat sunflowers,
sit on chairs upholstered
with stars.  Can you only balance
alone? In the depathologizing quiet,
in the pharmacology of lake,
discs of us fall, human foliose,
into the earth's green pleats.
Our spines light with fireflies.
Our hands memorize.
The body memorizes
the places of rapture,
the assemblies of devotions:
the music of cold
trees, a lisp of ice,
the butterfly forest 
(Have you ever put a butterfly
in your mouth?), the aspirin sun,
our time-lapse bodies,
snow fences blown wild
with the foreign language of leaves.
The memorizing foot repeatedly 
puts its steps of divination
to the fragrant dreaming earth.
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      • We're All Ears: An Embodied Sonic Exploration
      • Finding My Dance & The Story of Us
      • Dancing-the body thinking; Poetry-the buildings of words
        • The Beautiful Pain of Too Much
      • Coffee & Conversation- Dancing Around Race
    • Our 2023 Sponsors and Donors
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  • DDDF 2022
    • 2022 Friday Program
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      • 2022 Coffee & Conversation
      • Improv Dance Jam
    • 2022 Choreographers
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